life goes on
I am just so stressed out. I am living with wondering whether my life is OK or not.
Definetly...I am not happy about my current occupation. I feel bit of jealously seeing people who have better job....my colleague says that I look like having all the burdern and sadness of the entire world.
but...my life is not so bad except that I am not doing what I want to do.
It might be good to look at some of positive aspects of my current life.
Yeah..it is great to have source of income. I only need to pay bit (as much as
hostel fee of JNU) to live in my house. My resume would be look good after few years.
I can save money for schooling.
still...these things does not appease me.
Life goes on. I should move on, too. The only thing I am sure is that I will feel better if I can manage current job and situation. Yes...I hate my job but I just do not want to run away. I want to leave it someday with satisfaction that I could manage it but leaving job for something I want to pursue.
2 Comments:
Patience is the key and long term vision mandatory.
We all need to shoot shit at the start.
And sometimes in the future you maybe take this job as a blessing.
hey...aya you're in the foreign service... i wanted that but i'm going to be in the police.. just have to grin and bear it i guess
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